I needed to "see" the picture that was forming in my mind so I started conscious breathing and allowed my unnecessary thoughts to gently dissipate. I slowly made my way back into my sub conscious, when I became aware of luminescent light radiating from my root chakra (base of the pelvic floor/spine) to my head and beyond, as if my head was an open funnel of glowing light. I named this: vertical flow. After feeling this long warm light along my spine for several minutes I new intuitively this flow was incomplete. A few deep breaths, brought into focus a horizontal plane of energy that intersected the vertical light; spreading out in all directions like a fan opening from my core.
It was impossible to see how far these energy flows reached, it seemed to be to the ends off the earth and beyond.
Without making this a big long description of the beauty I witnessed, I simply want to expand on the feeling I had surrounding it.
I was positively overwhelmed with one feeling: LOVE.
When I tapped into the vertical flow, it was so obvious that this stemmed from self love. It made me think of where I came from, what my purpose is and how deep my connection with self has become over this past year. It was as if this glowing light shed light on my soul, giving me the confidence to love myself unconditionally without worrying or fear. I then recognized that I was not alone, that the energy rooted deep in my essence was also powerfully projecting away from me. Up, up and out; through my crown of manifestation to connect with all those who have inspired long before. I had this uncontrolled open feeling of tapping into divine power of positive peoples who have also experienced vertical flow.
As I was swept away with my love of self, was laughter and an inner smile that was imprinted on my heart. But within that fullness there was also something missing. All my self love simply brought me in tune with who I AM, but now what? I then became so aware that in order for me to experience the "whole" or to feel the "oneness," I need to reach out of myself with my gut, heart, and hands. That the horizontal energy flow was the answer to the questions that still lingered. This broad expanding light radiating to the ends of the earth, is my connection to the nature, animals and people.
That without sharing my inner love with the world, I was simply a container of light, not light itself.
The darkness fades into dawn, when we tap into divine self love. But the dawn turns into a cloudless sky; when we shift our focus to others. We cannot exist in perfect harmony if these 2 flows are out of balance.
As I contemplate the fullest extent of my vision I am in awe of what this means for us as struggling humanity. This is not a secret club; where only those who have the key can open the door. The door is unlocked and ready for us to walk through. My question is - what are you tapping into and what energy are you allowing to flow in you and through you.
Strike a balance between giving and receiving, self love and loving others, and you'll soon experience an undeniable flow of energy returning back to you.